About me

So the University I attend had their student mass. For a long time, I felt as if I didn't belong in this world. You know what I mean? I felt as though I were an outcast of society. I wanted to give a brief history about me and who I am if that is okay.

As a child, I grew up in many Christian churches. In my younger years, my parents would drag me to church, spank me because I hated going and would misbehave, and drag me back home. As I got older I began attending church on my own. The first church (where I got my first Girl friend) was a A.O.G Church. I was in the seventh grade and a good friend of mine invited me to go with her; we were practically family due to how close we were. However, I eventually left and quit going all together. After High school, I started going to church again. Her and I began dating once again, and things were going well. I was going to her house one night to propose to her when she told me she wanted to talk.

For you men out there, you KNOW all about the "talk." Needless to say, I left with a ring, no dignity, and cried for nearly three weeks. It was, at this point, I became an Atheist. My reasoning was that no loving God would consistently put me into the hell I was going through. To skip ahead to 2008. I was working at a retail store where I met a lovely young lady. Her and I began dating and things got serious.... Notice a pattern yet? Don't worry, you will. We got engaged and were literally months away from the wedding. One night she comes to my job late. My now ex best friend was with her. Long story short, they were sleeping together. Thinking back on this, it doesn't hurt me as it did now. In fact, I feel nothing but pity for her.

~Originally this blog expanded to discuss who was a close friend of mine. However, she has since proven to me she wasn't who I thought she was. For the sake of comfort, I have removed the ending of this blog.~